The Camera Doesn’t Lie
Hiya – it’s a sad but true fact that cameras don’t lie. I think I must have a reverse anorexia – cos when I look in the mirror I see someone much slimmer than I really am hahahhaha. Unfortunately I cannot escape the truth when I see myself in photographs – or even worse – on film.
Basically I’ve just spent the last few days not doing much raw at all. I attended an amazing property investment event put together by my sister’s company, www.TheMoneyGym.com on Saturday – and although I took fruit up with me I proceeded to ignore that and scoff a veggie pasty on the way home that night. Then this morning I log into facebook and see with horror that my sister has tagged me in photographs taken that day.
O M G
Profile shots are…
…just the worst for me – I look like my dad ffs! I have no jawline at all *cries* I would post a photo here but I hate myself so much I don’t know that I can bare to do it.
Then my new webcam turned up – I spent far too long yesterday trying to figure out how to work the thing and get my laptop speakers to activate (had to rollback drivers in the end) and today I was all set for making a video and I thought – ooh let me stand up and see how I look (I don’t own a full length mirror).
Well.. if ever there was an incentive to stop faffing around and go raw my gut is it!
It reminded me of my dear departed Nan AARRRGH!! Hell, this is the year I’m meant to be starting to date again and if I’m gonna have the confidence to do that, I need to start looking good cos to be quite frank, I blooming well don’t… I want lights on – any time – any where sex at some point after all.. hahahhahaaaa
*sigh* so I’m going to resist the maltesers my son has just bought at the shop and make an effort to not pick at their chicken pesto pasta thingy I’ll make them later and also drink a load of water so I am hydrated enough to haul my fat arse out of bed in the morning and go for a run…
Watch this space 
