Well here you have it. Me in my (hated) bikini again and at the fattest I’ve been in 3 years.
But I’ve done it. I woke this morning, on a freezing cold, extremely wet and windy November day and thought sod it. I can’t ignore this anymore and if I don’t face up to where I am right now…
Little Voice is playing tricks with me again.
She’s teasing me, running around inside my head, tormenting me with the question..
Are you ready for more pain?
Because I’m about to take a leap and try sharing my life, my home, me, with a man again on a more regular basis instead of the long distance, a bit here, a bit there that I’ve been doing for the past year. And immediately Little Voice is saying to me.. well maybe you are, possibly, he may not stay for more than a few days after all.