
I woke up this morning sometime around 6am.. like.. WIDE AWAKE.
Thoughts were buzzing around my head and really I should have hauled my arse out of my comfy cosy bed and gone downstairs to write this post straight away as now I’m sat here and thinking… ermm.. I’m SURE I had a great post in my head to share with you.
Then the key word popped in my head. Consistency.
This is my major challenge in everything I do, to be consistent. If I was, then I’m sure my life would be very different today than what it is.
I wouldn’t need to keep declaring that I’m starting again.. again.. again.. again.. again…blah blah blah, anyway, you get the idea.
So with thoughts of that on my mind, I then went on to look at the cold hard fact that my self employed ‘business’ is just an expensive hobby that is costing me money every month that I don’t have and not creating any income *gulp* In fact what IS it that I do?
I have many ideas and am a compulsive researcher. I learn a lot, I understand a lot, I know a lot. But I am taking practically no action to put all this in practise.
I cripple myself thinking what I know is not good enough or may not be ‘right’ or there could be something or someone better.
But really, at the end of the day, it doesn’t matter! I just need to do SOMETHING, ideally daily.
So I’m going to change the premise of this blog, as I’m not about raw food as such.. I’m more about wanting to live my life with more RawRRR! In my business, relationships, health & vitality, spirituality. So my task today is to mind map it and decide on my pages and categories and how to explain clearly what the site is all about.. hmm.. I’m already doubting that putting it all under one roof is the right thing to do… will do the map anyway.
Today for me, is also about getting to grips with a new wordpress theme I’ve bought and start rebuilding my friend’s website for her – something I’ve been promising for months but avoiding getting stuck in to it.
What is it you’ve been avoiding looking at?